This is not right!

Normal people don't live like this. Healthy people don't live like this. I am awak at 4:30 in the morning. I have been awake since 1:00 when Micah woke us up. We tried something new. Dave was going to deal with her and feed her, hoping that it would allow me to sleep. Funny. It actually made thing worse. We were both up, longer with her than if I would have just ran in there and fed her. So, Dave went back to bed around 2:00 - I am still awake. I really think there must be some sort of medial reason for this. I am so glad that I am going to see my midwife on Monday. She HAS to run some tests on me or give me something. Tomorrow I will take some unisome. People have suggested it to me, but I haven't tried it yet. It does have corn in it. So we'll see how Micah does with that. I also sit here and wonder if it has something to do with nursing or post pardome. Seems a little late in the stage of post pardome for that, but what the heck. It REALLY REALLY makes me want to stop nursing. Maybe hormones from nursing are messing with me. Maybe becuase I cannot eat much, that is messing with me. I think I did fall asleep for about 15 min at around 2:30 - but who knows. At about 3:30 any signs of tiredness left me and I am wide awake now. Again, this cannot be right or healthy. Time to get medical help!